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What's a guy supposed to do when...

I'll be the first to admit that I'm not an easy boyfriend and I'm the first to admit that things didn't really work out. But damnit, I don't fall in love easily and it was the first time in at least two years that I did and the first time in over five years that I believed in it. But it's over, done with, gone, the past, nada, a waste of time and effort...

She's gone.

Which doesn't mean there's no one else I fancy. Not at all. But still.. I was in love and I still am. And even though the most subtile thing she could say was "I feel bad for you".. I feel bad about it.

I honestly again do pray I will never ever fall in love again. Flings are cool but whenever I start to love someone I end up being heartbroken. I'm drunk and it's hopeless so don't remember this post unless it makes an impression.. but Inge, I still love you.

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